Happy Halloween!Harper's Bazaar Editorial...

And here's Barney's Demin Promo video with my favorite male model, Ash Stymest

Ash Stymest is a babe no??

Winnie the Pooh said "it's a Blustery Day" I would have to agree with him on that

Ehhh it's soo windy here right now. it's insane. I almost got pushed over myself. haha

Made a new header for the blog. It's better than the old one, which looked weird. Woo hoo i like this one.

I'm feeling really mopey and sad. Maybe it has to do with homecoming. Mom won't let me go to my old school's and I don't wanna go to my new school's Homecoming. *sigh* I think I need some excitment to bring into life, because I don't much care for monotonous things. I also need to start being my social butterfly self at my new school... ARG it's hard though.

So I bought some fashion magazines hoping it will cheer me up. I bought the Oct. issue of Elle, with Victoria Beckham on the cover. She's amazing. I love her strange sense of fashion... haha it's cute on her.

Then I got the Harper's Bazaar Runway Report from the Fall/Winter collections. Yes I know S/S runway shows have been going on, but there ain't no magazine for that one.

I'm hoping a dose of fashion will cheer me right up. I bet it will.. at least it will give me something to do. umm... Oh i've decided I want a tatoo. yes, but i'm such a baby about it. and plus I can't legally get one til I'm 16, and my mom won't let me til i'm legally an adult and able to "mess up my life".... Should I get extentions??? the back of my hair won't grow (I used to have the "Posh" bob thing, it looked cute but I'm growing it out now) However, extentions are like $60, which I don't currently have. I think I'll go rob a bank or something...ha Jk

xoxox hope everyone has a good week!

Hair cut!

About 2 years ago, I went into the hair salon assuming I was just going to get the normal. She would just trim a couple inches off my hair, so it would be healthy and I would leave the salon looking the same as I did coming in. Well I was wrong! I had really long, nasty, unmanaged hair. Of course I thought it looked good. I never thought about changing it, but earlier my mom and I had talked about cutting it short then I backed out. Mom told the person cutting my hair that she thought since it was summer, she should cut my hair really short. They talked about it for a while and let me know what it would look like. As soon as I realized how short my hair would be, I instantly started bawling my eyes out. For girls, our hair is our security net. We think we will be less pretty and look like a boy if we don't have our long hair. That's exactly what I thought and I told them I didn't want to do it. All the women at the salon tried to convince me I had the perfect face for short hair. My high cheek bones were covered by my hair, but they needed to be shown. Finally I gave in and cut 11 inches off my hair! I donated it all to Locks for Love, a charity that makes wigs for cancer patients.

Yesterday I went into the same place to get my hair trimed. I have been getting it cut to look like "The Posh". I think Victoria was the first woman to recently go main stream with a hair cut like this. Before she had long, brown, and luxorious extentions. I thought this hair cut made her more edgy. Now, I want to grow it out again. Not as long as I used to have it, but a little longer than I do now. The black and white picture is how I had it before I got it cut yesterday. I liked the length of the front, but the back is signifigantly shorter than the front. I hadn't gotten it cut for about.... 3 or 4 months I think. I knew my hair was getting damaged with split ends and thought if I cut all the dead ends off, it will start to grow again. So I got it cut. I don't know if I like the results or not. I don't like how she cut too much off, but then again, what did I expect? She also put in a red extention, which I think looks really cool! My mom won't let me dye my hair because she thinks it'll damage my hair or something. It's not a big change. I want to grow my hair out to look kinda scene or emo. But not major scene like the picture with the bow. I would feel like a poseur, because I am not scene nor am I emo. I just like the way it looks. I want it kinda like the picture with the girl with blue eyes or the asian girl.

There are lots of celebrities with short hair, and I've talked to my friends. A lot of them think I should keep it short. They include, Rihanna, Lilly Allan, model Agyness Deyn, Selma Blair, Victoria Beckham and more. In the past month Vogue, Teen voue, and harper's Bazaar have all done an article on short hair. All 3 agree that it's a fashion forward look, and highlights a girl's face structure. Oh, I don't know what to do!